آشتی پذ یر...

آشتی پذ یر...
by Gharib
02-Jul-2010
 
ای آشتی پذیر
در قلب من نمیر
قهری اگر گذشت
از من بدل مگیر

     -- اُستاد مشیری

هیچوقت تو زندگیت پیش اومده که دل کسی روشکسته باشی وآرزو کنی که کاش نشکسته بودی.

اگرمیشد که ازش پوزش بخوای چی میگفتی.....

هیچوقت فکر نکن دیره...حتی اگر او دیگه پیشِت نباشه....

 

Have you ever broken a heart and never had the chance to mend... What would you say if you had the chance...
It's never too late, even if he or she is gone...

Tell your story.....

Here is mine....

......6 years ago I went to visit my family in IRAN after 24 years.  Naturally had not seen most of my nieces and nephews... I was in heaven. The experience was surreal.  I had spent all of my 3 weeks I was there, with the family.... one of those nights my 15 years old nephew who was just glued to me, wanted to spend the night at our house, but his parents insisted he should go with them.  My nephew looked at me.... the look was full of unspoken words.... words asking me to intervene so he can be with me a little longer..... But I never did.  I don't know why, but I just didn't......

2 years later my nephew who was now 17, got cancer and died within 3 weeks......

He died and left me with this forever longing for his presence and that if he was alive....
I am so sorry Ashkan Jaan, I am so sorry that I took my time with you for granted....


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A heartbreaker...

by Multiple Personality Disorder on

I very similar thing, but not as sad, happen to me seven years ago when I was in Iran for a visit.  The look that you describe was on my 10-year old nephew when I was in a car getting ready to leave from our house for Mehrabad Airport.  My nephew had become very attacked to me during my stay in Tehran, and wanted so badly to come to the airport in the same car that I was in.  But, there was already other adults in the car, I was worn out, had accepted that I had to leave soon, and didn’t want to deal with him clinging to me.  He was standing on the sidewalk sobbing profusely because his parents, or his father, my older brother, was yelling at him to be quite, that he’ll go in another car, but when the cars finally began to move he was left all alone by himself, with the rest of the remaining people who didn’t want to go to the airport being inside the house.  I gave him a chin up for goodbye as we were leaving, thinking I would not see him again, but he finally made it to the airport with some other people, being persistent, tears still pouring out of his eyes.  We hugged and kissed, and I consoled him for what I could.

Children, teenagers, are often a handful; and adults, they mean well, they are not angels, so they make mistakes, but their behavior means so much to the children, because they see the adults who they love as perfect beings.

Your story was a heartbreaker, but it shows that you cared for him, and he loved you.

I’m sorry for your loss, and may he rest in peace.  


Souri

Very touching.........

by Souri on

I feel your deception. It is a very sad feeling when we realize that we no longer are able to correct a past mistake. May his soul rest in peace. You should try a way to live in peace with yourself too.

It's always good to express your feeling of regret, it will relive your soul. Thanks for sharing your story with us.

Beautiful poem from Moshiri :)