MOSAFER

Salam bar familhaye gole man,

Alan yek hafte mishe ke az bargashtam be khaane va niz tarke shoma azizanam gozashte. Lazem nist ke begam cheghadr delam tang shode. Az yek hafte ghabl az parvazam, yek boghze shadidi shoroo kard dar delam shekl gereftan. Va motaasefane dar lahezate akhare safaram, nazdike saafe gozarnaame, yek edei az shoma majboor shodin shahede tarakidane in boghz beshavid. Baz ham ozr mikham.

Vali age rastesh ro bekhain, in boghz faghat bakhshish bekhatere ghame bargasht be vojood amade bood. Baleke bakhsh besyar bozorgish bekhatere shadiha o khaterhaye delangizi ke ba tak taketan gozarandam, dar delam shekl gerefte bood. Ashk hayi ke rikhtam ashk haye deltangi bood. Ham chonan in ashkha, be ellate ehsase eshgh o vabastegiye ziyadi ke dar morede hamatan peyda kardeam, az goonehayam mirikhtan paayin.

Dar in safar che chizhaayi dideam o tajrobe kardaem. Che harf haayi zadeam o shenideam. Che chizhayi beyaad gerefteam!

Har rooz chand bar yade yeki az khaterhaye khosham dar Iran miyoftam va labkhandi bar labanam zaher mishavad. Migam khaterehaye khosh, chonke har cheghadr be maghzam feshar miyaram, khatereye badi be yaad nemiyaram. Mifahmam ke agar ham chizhaye baadi vojood dashte, meghdare chizhaaye khoob kheili bishtar boode.

Iran ta ghabl az safaram hamishe yek jaaye takhayoli bood. Manzooram az takhayoli in ast ke hamishe rajebesh chizhaye kharegholaadeyi mishenidam, vaali hich vaght khodam in chizha ra tajrobe nakarde boodam. Va hich vaght ham fekr nemikardam in chizha ra khaham tajrobe kard. Tasavor dashtam ke Iran faghat maale pedar o madar o baradaram boode. Na maale man.

Haala bad az in 2 mah o 5 roozi ke dar kenaretan gozarandam, Iran maale khodam shode. Haala ehsas mikonam ke jaaye khaaliyi ke dar delam dashtam, ba tajrobate in moddate kootah por shodeh.

Ghabl az in tabestan, gahi oghaat ehsas tanhayi shadidi behem dast midad. Dar toole in moddat fahmidam ke kheili ham tanha nistam. Darkkardam ke cheghadr adam haaye ba shoor o fahmideyi dar kenaram daram.