Be very afraid: Islam's plan for you, part II

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Kouroush Sassanian
by Kouroush Sassanian
15-Jan-2008
 

Every wonder why Islam/muslims have little regard for life, well, here you are! Ever wonder why so many Persians were slaughtered by the Arab Muslim armies! They were called upon by Mohammad to do so!

Tabari IX:69 "Killing disbelievers is a small matter to us." Tabari VIII:141 "The battle cry of the Companions of the Messenger of Allah that night was: 'Kill! Kill! Kill!'" Bukhari:V5B59N512 "The Prophet had their men killed, their woman and children taken captive." Ishaq:489 "Do the bastards think that we are not their equal in fighting? We are men who think that there is no shame in killing." Qur'an 2:191 "And kill them wherever you find and catch them. Drive them out from where they have turned you out; for Al-Fitnah (polytheism, disbelief, oppression) is worse than slaughter." Qur'an 33:60 "Truly, if the Hypocrites stir up sedition, if the agitators in the City do not desist, We shall urge you to go against them and set you over them. Then they will not be able to stay as your neighbors for any length of time. They shall have a curse on them. Whenever they are found, they shall be seized and slain without mercy - a fierce slaughter - murdered, a horrible murdering." Bukhari:V4B52N270 "Allah's Messenger said, 'Who is ready to kill Ashraf? He has said injurious things about Allah and His Apostle.' Maslama got up saying, 'Would you like me to kill him?' The Prophet proclaimed, 'Yes.' Maslama said, 'Then allow me to lie so that I will be able to deceive him.' Muhammad said, 'You may do so.'" Ishaq:368 "Ka'b's body was left prostrate [humbled in submission]. After his fall, all of the Nadir Jews were brought low. Sword in hand we cut him down. By Muhammad's order we were sent secretly by night. Brother killing brother. We lured him to his death with guile [cunning or deviousness]. Traveling by night, bold as lions, we went into his home. We made him taste death with our deadly swords. We sought victory for the religion of the Prophet." Tabari VII:97
Ishaq:368 "We carried Ka'b's head and brought it to Muhammad during the night. We saluted him as he stood praying and told him that we had slain Allah's enemy. When he came out to us we cast Ashraf's head before his feet. The Prophet praised Allah that the poet had been assassinated and complimented us on the good work we had done in Allah's Cause. Our attack upon Allah's enemy cast terror among the Jews, and there was no Jew in Medina who did not fear for his life.'" Tabari VII:97 "The morning after the murder of Ashraf, the Prophet declared, 'Kill any Jew who falls under your power.'" Ishaq:369 "Thereupon Mas'ud leapt upon Sunayna, one of the Jewish merchants with whom his family had social and commercial relations and killed him. The Muslim's brother complained, saying, 'Why did you kill him? You have much fat in you belly from his charity.' Mas'ud answered, 'By Allah, had Muhammad ordered me to murder you, my brother, I would have cut off your head.' Wherein the brother said, 'Any religion that can bring you to this is indeed wonderful!' And he accepted Islam." Bukhari:V1B1N6 "Just issue orders to kill every Jew in the country." Ishaq: 676 "'You obey a stranger who encourages you to murder for booty. You are greedy men. Is there no honor among you?' Upon hearing those lines Muhammad said, 'Will no one rid me of this woman?' Umayr, a zealous Muslim, decided to execute the Prophet's wishes. That very night he crept into the writer's home while she lay sleeping surrounded by her young children. There was one at her breast. Umayr removed the suckling babe and then plunged his sword into the poet. The next morning in the mosque, Muhammad, who was aware of the assassination, said, 'You have helped Allah and His Apostle.' Umayr said. 'She had five sons; should I feel guilty?' 'No,' the Prophet answered. 'Killing her was as meaningless as two goats butting heads.'" Bukhari:V1B11N626 "The Prophet said, 'No prayer is harder for the hypocrites than the Fajr. If they knew the reward they would come to (the mosque) even if they had to crawl. I decided to order a man to lead the prayer and then take a flame to burn all those who had not left their houses for the prayer, burning them alive inside their homes.'" Tabari VIII:178
Ishaq:550 "Muhammad ordered that certain men should be assassinated even if they were found behind the curtains of the Ka'aba. Among them was Abdallah bin Sa'd [the Qur'an's one and only scribe]. The reason that Allah's Messenger ordered that he should be slain was because he had become a Muslim and used to write down Qur'an Revelation. Then he apostatized [rejected Islam]." Tabari VIII:179 "Abdallah bin Sa'd fled to Uthman, his brother, who after hiding him, finally surrendered him to the Prophet. Uthman asked for clemency. Muhammad did not respond, remaining silent for a long time. Muhammad explained, 'By Allah, I kept silent so that one of you might go up to him and cut off his head!' One of the Ansar said, 'Why didn't you give me a sign?' Allah's Apostle replied, 'A prophet does not kill by pointing.'" Tabari VIII:179
Ishaq:550 "Among those who Muhammad ordered killed was Abdallah bin Khatal. The Messenger ordered him to be slain because while he was a Muslim, Muhammad had sent him to collect the zakat tax with an Ansar and a slave of his.... His girls used to sing a satire about Muhammad so the Prophet ordered that they should be killed along with Abdullah. He was killed by Sa'id and Abu Barzah. The two shared in his blood. One of the singing girls was killed quickly but the other fled. So Umar caused his horse to trample the one who fled, killing her." Ishaq:551 "Another victim was Huwayrith. He used to insult Muhammad in Mecca. Huwayrith was put to death by Ali. The Messenger ordered Miqyas' assassination only because he had killed an Ansar who had killed his brother by mistake and then became a renegade by rejecting Islam." Tabari VIII:180 "Also among those eliminated were Ikrimah bin Abu Jahl and Sarah, a slave of one of Abd Muttalib's sons. She taunted Muhammad while he was in Mecca." Tabari VIII:181 "The Messenger ordered six men and four women to be assassinated. One of these women was Hind, who swore allegiance and became a Muslim." Bukhari:V4B52N281 "They took Khubaib to Mecca after the battle of Badr. He had killed Harith, a Meccan nobleman. The Quraysh gathered to kill him in retribution.... Khubaib wanted to offer two Rakat (prayers). They allowed this and he said, 'O Allah, kill them all with no exception.' He then recited the poetic verse: 'I'm being martyred as a Muslim. I do not mind how I am killed in Allah's Cause. For my killing is for Allah's Sake. If Allah wishes, He will bless the amputated parts of my torn body.' Then the son of Harith [the man Khubaib had murdered] killed him." Ishaq:597 "When the Apostle returned to Medina after his raid on Ta'if, word spread that he had killed some of the men who had satirized and insulted him. The poets who were left spread in all directions." Tabari IX:76 "Malik has reported to me that you were the first from Himyar to embrace Islam and that you have killed infidels, so rejoice at your good fortune." Tabari IX:121 "When it was feasible for me, I struck him with my sword and killed him. Then I departed, leaving his women to throw themselves at him. When I returned to the Prophet, he asked, 'Is your mission accomplished?' 'Yes. I have killed him.'" Ishaq:308
Tabari VII:65 "When the Apostle was in Safra, Nadr was assassinated. When Muhammad reached Irq al-Zabyah he killed Uqbah. When the Prophet ordered him to be killed, Uqbah said, 'Who will look after my children, Muhammad?' "Hellfire,' the Apostle replied, and he was killed." Tabari VII:85 "Muhammad killed many Quraysh polytheists at Badr." Tabari VII:99 "In this year, the killing of Abu Rafi the Jew took place. The Messenger sent some Ansar under the command of Abd Allah and Abd Allah against the Jew. Abu Rafi used to injure and wrong the Prophet.... Abd Allah said to the others, 'Stay where you are, and I will go and ingratiate myself with the doorkeeper to gain entrance.'" Tabari VII:100 "Every time I opened a door, I shut it behind me from the inside, saying to myself, 'If they become aware, they will not have time to stop me from killing him.' When I reached Rafi, he was in a dark room with his family. As I did not know where he was in the room, I said, 'O Abu Rafi.' When he replied, I proceeded toward the voice and gave him a blow with my sword. He shouted and I came back, pretending to be a helper. I said, 'O Abu,' changing the tone of my voice. He asked me, 'I don't know who came to strike me with his sword.' Then I drove my sword into his belly and pushed it forcibly till it touched the bone. I hit him again and covered him with wounds, but I could not kill him, so I thrust the point of my sword into his stomach until it came out through his back. At that, I knew that I had killed him [in front of his wife and children]. I came out, filled with puzzlement, and went towards a ladder in order to get down but I fell into a moonlit night and sprained my foot. I bound it with my turban and moved on. I came to my companions and said, 'By Allah, I will not leave till I hear the wailing of their women.' So, I did not move till I heard them crying for the Jewish merchant. I said, 'Deliverance! Allah has killed Abu Rafi.' I got up, feeling no ailment, and proceeded till we came upon the Prophet and informed him." Tabari VII:101 "The Khazraj asked the Prophet for permission to kill Sallam Huqayq, who was in Khaybar. He granted this." Ishaq:482 "One of the favors which Allah conferred upon his Prophet was that these two tribes of the Ansar, the Aws and the Khazraj, used to vie with one another like stallions to carry out the will of Muhammad. The Aws did not do anything which benefited him without the Khazraj saying, 'By Allah they will not gain superiority over us in Islam in the eyes of the Messenger by doing this.' And they would not cease until they had done something similar. Thus when the Aws killed Ka'b Ashraf on account of his hostility to Muhammad, the Khazraj conferred to find a man comparable to Ka'b in hostility and called to mind Sallam Huqayq in Khaybar. They asked the Prophet for permission to kill him, and it was granted." Tabari VII:101
Ishaq:483 "Sallam's wife came out and we told her that we were Arabs in search of supplies. When we entered, we bolted the door on her so she gave a shout to warn him of our presence. We rushed upon him with our swords as he lay in his bed. He took his pillow and tried to fend us off. Abd Allah thrust his sword into his stomach and transfixed him while he was shouting, 'Enough! Enough!' At once we went out but Abd Allah had bad eyesight, and he fell off the stairway, bruising his leg or arm. 'How shall we know that the enemy of Allah is dead?' one of us asked. 'I will go and look,' one replied. He set off and mingled with the people. He said, 'I found him with the men of the Jews, and with his wife, who had a lamp in her hand, peering into his face. She said, 'By the God of the Jews, he is dead.' I never heard any more pleasing words than these. We went to the Messenger of Allah and told him that we had killed the enemy of Allah. We disagreed in his presence about the killing of Sallam, each of us claiming to have done it. The Prophet said, 'Bring me your swords.' We did and he looked at them. He said, 'This sword of Abd Allah killed him. I can see the marks left by bones on it.'" Ishaq:483 "Allah, what a fine band you have, one willing to kill Sallam and Ashraf! We went with sharp swords, like fighting lions. We came upon their homes and made them drink death with our swift-slaying swords. Looking for the victory of our Prophet's religion, we ignored every risk." Tabari VII:112
Ishaq:372 "When a blind Jew became aware of the presence of the Messenger and the Muslims he rose and threw dust in their faces, saying, 'Even if you are a prophet, I will not allow you into my garden!' I was told that he took a handful of dirt and said, 'If only I knew that I would not hit anyone else, Muhammad, I would throw it in your face.' Sa'd rushed in and hit him on the head with his bow and split the Jew's head open." Ishaq:403 "Allah killed twenty-two polytheists at Uhud." Tabari VII:147 "Amr was sent by Muhammad to kill Abu Sufyan [the Quraysh leader and merchant]. The Prophet said, 'Go to Abu Sufyan and kill him.' ...When I entered Mecca I had a dagger ready to slay anybody who laid hold of me. My Ansar companion asked, 'Should we start by circumambulating the Ka'aba seven times and praying two rak'ahs?' I said, 'I know the Meccans better than you do.' But he kept pestering me until in the end we went to the Ka'aba, circumambulated it seven times, and prayed." Tabari VII:148 "One of the Meccans recognized me and shouted, 'That is Amr!' They rushed after us, saying, 'By Allah, Amr has not come here for any good purpose! He has come for some evil reason.' Amr had been a cutthroat and a desperado before accepting Islam." Tabari VII:148 "Amr said, 'Let's wait here until the cry has died down. They are sure to hunt for us tonight and tomorrow. I was still in the cave when Uthman bin Malik came riding proudly on his horse. He reached the entrance to our cave and I said to my Ansar companion, 'If he sees us, he will tell everyone in Mecca.' So I went out and stabbed him with my dagger. He gave a shout and the Meccans came to him while I went back to my hiding place. Finding him at the point of death, they said, 'By Allah we knew that Amr came for no good purpose.' The death of their companion impeded their search for us, for they carried him away." Tabari VII:149 "I went into a cave with my bow and arrows. While I was in it, a one-eyed man from the Banu Bakr came in driving some sheep. He said, 'Who's there?' I said [lied], 'I'm a Banu Bakr.' 'So am I.' Then he laid down next to me, and raised his voice in song: 'I will not believe in the faith of the Muslims.' I said, 'You will soon see!' Before long the Bedouin went to sleep and started snoring. So I killed him in the most dreadful way that anybody has ever killed. I leant over him, struck the end of my bow into his good eye, and thrust it down until it came out the back of his neck. After that I rushed out like a wild beast and took flight. I came to the village of Naqi and recognized two Meccan spies. I called for them to surrender. They said no so I shot and arrow and killed one, and then I tied the other up and took him to Muhammad." Tabari VII:150 "I had tied my prisoner's thumbs together with my bowstring. The Messenger of Allah looked at him and laughed so that his back teeth could be seen. Then he questioned me and I told him what had happened. 'Well done!' he said, and prayed for me to be blessed." Ishaq:434 "Amr and an Ansari waited until they were asleep. Then Amr killed them, thinking that he had taken vengeance for the Muslims who had been slain. When he came to the Messenger, he told him what had happened. The Prophet said, 'You have killed men for whom I shall have to pay blood-money.'" Tabari VIII:22 "Hassan was with the women and children. A Jew passed by and began to walk around his settlement. There was no one to protect them while the Apostle and his Companions were at the Meccans' throats. So I said: 'Hassan, this Jew is walking around. I fear he will point out our weakness while the Muslims are too busy to attend to us. So go down to him and kill him." Tabari VIII:22
Ishaq:458 "'Allah forgive you, daughter of Abd al-Muttalib,' Hassan said. 'You know that I am not the man to do it.' When he said that to me I saw that nothing could be expected from him. I girded myself, took a club, and, having gone down from the fortress to the man, I struck him with the club until I killed him. When I had finished with him, I returned to the fortress and said, 'Hassan, go down to him and strip him - only his being a man kept me from taking his clothes.' Hassan replied, 'I have no need for his spoils.'" Ishaq:464 "The Jews were made to come down, and Allah's Messenger imprisoned them. Then the Prophet went out into the marketplace of Medina, and he had trenches dug in it. He sent for the Jewish men and had them beheaded in those trenches. They were brought out to him in batches. They numbered 800 to 900 boys and men." Tabari VIII:40 "The Messenger commanded that furrows should be dug in the ground for the Qurayza. Then he sat down. Ali and Zubayr began cutting off their heads in his presence." Tabari VIII:38 "The Messenger of Allah commanded that all of the Jewish men and boys who had reached puberty should be beheaded. Then the Prophet divided the wealth, wives, and children of the Banu Qurayza Jews among the Muslims." Tabari VIII:90 "Abu Basir went out with his companions. When they stopped to rest he asked one of them, 'Is this sword of yours sharp?' 'Yes,' he replied. 'May I look at it?' Basir asked. 'If you wish.' Basir unsheathed the sword, attacked the man, and killed him. The other Muslim ran back to the Messenger, saying, 'Your Companion has killed my friend.' While the man was still there, Abu Basir appeared girded with the sword. He halted before Muhammad and said, 'Messenger, your obligation has been discharged.'"
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How can anyone say "I hope this poor kid and many more are executed, until people realize......" and expect to be taken seriously.

Why don't you do something that really saves someone. For crying out loud.

KS do you actually do any volunteer work that makes the life of another better? Seriously, you should look into it.

While you are so busy dwelling in toxic waste, people are loosing their lives all over the world for a variety of reasons.

People are going hungry, homeless, or fighting a serious illness. I know handicapable or seriously ill people that even though they have an incurable disease or handicap (not contageous), they go out and volunteer.

Could you not maybe stop thinking of yourself for once and make a difference in the life of another human being.

Don't you want your life to count for something other than hate? It is not what your family wanted for you.

 


Rosie T.

To Iranian--I repeat myself:

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You just don't get it, do you? You failed the "captcha quiz."  No afarines and no azarines for you. You're EXACTLY like KS in his KIller Shark incarnation.  You're the SHADOW of his shadow...I have ALREADY responded to this EXACT SAME POST you posted on KS's previous blog and I'm NOT saying it again.  The response is there, and the response is SITTING right underneath your nose on this blog.  Did you even READ any of it?  Look at YOU...what are YOU spewing?  You are in the Simorgh...suggest you use that mirror wisely....or you'll be left behind...with all the little birds...while the brave ones...reach the top of the mountain..Kuhe Simorgh...ks...kiss...to you...

chill out.

CLEVER ZIONIST PLOT????  WHO THE HELL WOULD HIRE HIM TO DO THEIR DIRTY WORK?  HE HAS UNITED THE IRANIAN COMMUNITY AGAINST HIS RAVINGS.  DO YOU REALLY THINK THE ZIONISTS WOULD BE WHERE THEY ARE TODAY IF THEY WERE THAT STUPID? ASK ANY PALESTINIAN WHOSE HOME HAS BEEN RAZED BY A BULLDOZER AND THEY WILL TELL YOU....KS WAS NOT THE MASTERMIND...)

(Sorry, KS, but.....it's true....no one would hire you.... as a secret agent, that is....  :D)


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Rosie

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I already told them who I was, I even told them where I lived, but they do not want to read what is right before their eyes! You seem to be only person who read my post within your blog and understood the fire of reincarnition lifting from the ashes of every person close to you, the neighbor, the shame, the past and the now!

Working on Part IV!

Alive!

I think you burned the walunts!

If you noticed I have never said I was Zoroasterian, because I am not! The shah sevens were not all muslim or Zoroasterian!

 


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Kouroush Sassanian is a clever Zionist plot …

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Kouroush or whatever the hell your real name is;

You are not a "Zartoshti". Actually this has been a clever plot on your part, you Zionist devil! You call yourself a Zartoshti but in reality are just a clever little Zionist who likes to divide the Iranian nation.

You have tried to pit Iranian Muslims against Zoroastrians! Well, for your information, Iran will remain a Muslim nation and Zartoshties are our brothers and we will never allow a filthy Zionist like you to create hate between the Iranian people!


Rosie T.

To "Iranian"

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You just don't get it, do you? You failed the "captcha quiz."  No afarines and no azarines for you. You're EXACTLY like KS in his KIller Shark incarnation.  You're the SHADOW of his shadow...I have ALREADY responded to this EXACT SAME POST you posted on KS's previous blog and I'm NOT saying it again.  The response is there, and the response is SITTING right underneath your nose on this blog.  Did you even READ any of it?  Look at YOU...what are YOU spewing?  You are in the Simorgh...suggest you use that mirror wisely....or you'll be left behind...with all the little birds...while the brave ones...reach the top of the mountain..Kuhe Simorgh...ks...kiss...to you...

chill out.


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To: Kouroush the "Zartoshti"

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Kouroush or whatever the hell your name is;

Unlike you who hates all Islam and Muslims, I do like GOOD "Zartoshti" and jewish people! You can lie and say that I am an Arab. I am actually Shirazi from my father side and Tehrani from mother side.

This does not change the fact. You are a bad person or as we say in the Western world, you are Evil. You can not be corrected because you choose to be that way.

I guess all the good and decent people know by now what you stand for.

As a final note, Iran will NEVER go back to being a Zartoshti nation. We will all see to that!

Also, you talked about raping Iranians, well don't forget to mention that it was Zartoshti priests who used to rape Iranian women in their temples before Islam!

So you can continue to burn in hate and spit your filthy poison, because you and the likes of you have lost! Iran will remain a Muslim nation!


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Zendeh baad zendegi...

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(baad badeh nabaashid)

marg bar marg....

 

khamoosssssssssshhhhhhh.................

 

to be continued....


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alive! :)


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May All Who Care For Me

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Be granted God's Mercy and Blessing on this Earth. Again please correct me if I sway. Thanks


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I am asking you and all others who care. If my old soul comes back, please correct it.

There is a battle going on. Don't pay attention to cute remarks and smart statements. Just correct it. Thank you


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CHICKEN IS

THE SIMORGH.

Manamanam.

Manam man.

Name-man maaeh

 

Fardaa roshaanast.

 

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penetrate our one soul....

 i believe god is an ocean of love and we swim in her bosom like the fishes if i forget thee new jerusalem may my right hand no longer play the lyre zire shamshire ghameshesh raqs konan bayaad raft let  he who has not sinned cast the first stone e - m c squared let it go kouroush it's all a cosmic joke these people on your first blog tried to help you they talked to you they dialogued they asked you to GET help they wanted to GIVE help and you spewed venom at them and your second blog is like a nazi rally it's like the kkk meeting farrakhand because all these GOOD DECENT Muslims and Zartoshtis and Christians and atheists and Jews and Bahai got tired...and you got left with the dregs of the dregs...Zireshamshir....sham's shir....shamse tabrizi's shir....haven't you ever drunk the milk of human kindness...shirzan? He HACKED into your name to save your soul...let him in...


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OMMMMM....

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Penetrate my soul.


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