sheila.dadvar's blog

little miss talker

sheila.dadvar — Fri, 02 May 2008 19:08:54 +0000

I don’t talk that often because I’m a talker.

Look at my last “blog” and you’ll see.

my journey to neverland, naakojaa aabaad :D

sheila.dadvar — Fri, 02 May 2008 15:33:48 +0000

yup, i did it. i, once again, quit. i don't think it's in my nature, necessarily, but for sure of second nature. It is my addiction. i am a quit addict. and i'm thinking to myself: "it's all right, every body is flawed somehow, right?"and i had to wait till i'm well into my 35th year of experience here, wherever this mindf#*kword "here" is, to have MY eureka moment that, duh!

damnation?

sheila.dadvar — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 21:13:31 +0000

What does it feel to die? How am I going to feel when I draw my last breath? Is it going to hurt? Am I going to be scared? Sad? In peace? When will the time be? At what time of my life? How much will I have done? how much will be unfinished? How am I going to die? In sleep? A car wreck? Freak accident? Illness? Who is going to go before me? What close family member or friend am I going to lose, if I will, before I go? Will I die in this decade of my life? 40’s?50’s? 60’s? 80”s? will pass the 100 point? How lonely will I get in my last years of life? How long will my memory last?

beginning

sheila.dadvar — Fri, 05 Oct 2007 03:43:07 +0000

Reading other amateur writer’s works has always been fascinating for me. I love reading and writing so much, it feels like a passion to me, one that I have not nurtured for a long time, in Farsi or English. I stopped writing in Farsi because I’m not the most organized being in the world and at the same time could not part w/ my babies, to put it in the most cliché form.