Poetry Purging   Sara Ansari February 2, 2005 iranian.com When I held your hand You didn't hold it back, I found completion with you But you always saw a lack. I wanted to hold you But you didn't want to be close, Yet you would want to lie on top Your way of loving me, I suppose. Whether I was with you or not My presence didn't matter to you, Instead of telling me you loved me You only said "me too." I bought a ticket for a plane Cause I could no longer hold my tear, I needed to break away from you But weakness became my greatest fear. I tried to find answers in songs And increased my serotonin intake, Inspiration came from never before seen places I knew I was about to face my big break. Strength from within took control I was ready for the tables to turn, Between us there is still a flame But no longer does it burn. Neither of us should take the blame The question isn't why or who, It's regarding a difficult realization It's about purging myself from you. .................... Say goodbye to spam! * * COMMENT For letters section To Sara Ansari * FAQ * Advertising * Support iranian.com * Editorial policy * Write for Iranian.com * Reproduction

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